Put yo hands up

 

Harror.

 This was last night. Farewell night for King Jiat/ LJ/ Raymond.

 At Flam's, Changkat.

He is the dude in the middle. 

Always wearing quirky/eccentric long-sleeved shirts for nights out.

Quite a lot of people turned up? The guys... umm- thengloo vincent wenghock xianjiong vinoth rysher qiyao daniel ding jason khaweng

And of course. The three of us ^^

freshybubugold.

Sat in Vinoth's car. Err. About 5 cars went. Funny because the last time we were so desperately in need of cars... 8 people in a Polo... 

 

KJ has good alcohol capacity, surprisingly. 

No wonder, I've never seen him drunk before.

Since he's the main of the night, people kept giving him drinks. Not long after the drinks came, he downed three glasses. About RM50 each person. Quite expensive. Alcohol is always expensive. Night entertainment is always expensive.

Xuan didn't drink, but had to pay too. I prefer ordering cocktails. Black label package, good for those who can drink a lot. Johnnie Walker Johnnie Walker. And me? Bad both ways. Drink a lot, value for money but mind goes crazy. Drink little, mind okay but money wasted. !@#$%

I don't get people who drink like alcohol is a delicacy and try to make themselves wasted. I only like the starting of being drunk. Just a little tipsy. Just a little high. But without the suffering effects like headache and vomiting and ouch.

We were on the dance floor area.

One or two chicks, super drunk. Kept shaking their booty. Another two stood on the speakers and danced. The things drunk people do is odd to sober people- but when you're the drunk one, everything feels underrated. "Oh it's okay, I'm just dancing on tables here".

Saturday is always the night people go clubbing. So it feels like you have to do that- because other days, it's not that on. Close up early, this section not open, blablablbala.

And I heard BeerFact is 21 plus now??? Thethefuck?

Hmm I still like BeerFact more, easy to dance.

Changkat is like... for tourists, expatriates. Caucasians, foreigners. And older people. 

There was also a group wearing school uniform. The body part looks very decent. But the face is with make up, eyeliner. Party mood. Quirky. Being in there kinda reminds of this Hongkie movie called Lan Kwai Fong. Trololo ^^

With Jason. Because it is so rare that he can go out. Though we always argue when we meet. Bwahah! 

Photobombception. 

Went home early with the girls. I mean Xuan and Jennie. Not Vincent. 

Umm. A little tips. Because usually I go home later, more time to filter the alcohol. 

But got home safe. O Thank God.

Life. O please let me suffer.

I don't want to live my life comfortably spending daddy's money. What can I do with myself. My talents. Jibai.

... ^^

 

Oh yeah Saturday morning I actually went Sports Day.

When I hear school visits, first thought is that I will not make it because the time when Bestarians wake up... is the time that I sleep. :3

Umm. Can't say I managed to wake up for Sports Day though. Just didn't manage to sleep the day before. Ah this is what always happens:

Sleep early, around midnight. In the middle of the night, 3- wake up again. Try to make myself sleep again, but haha nice try, it never happens. Siet Yen forced me to go. She fetched me. How nice to be able to reverse roles now that she has her license. ^^

Li Chen and Jin Fye's favourite- jump shots.

Lol. I wore yellow tip to toe because I used to be in Kiara. The yellow house. But so. So exasperating to watch. Lost again. Diu. 

HAHAHA. Saga was the winner. Nice to watch the guys run. Ahmad, Shauqi. Fly like the wind and win.

Friday was going to Citta Mall with freshygold.

Sim Kuan/jennie/freshy spotted a job at the Mall. It looks like DPC. But a far one. 

She asked, but they asked her to send a resume. I suppose writing a resume is easy, but putting in things that will make people hire you is hard- especially when you don't have any experience in working whatsoever.

Li Chen said she asked more than 10 stores for jobs. ?!?!?! I only asked two. And that when they say they'll call you back, they almost never do. Because if they really wanted to hire you, they'd tell you when to start working, on the spot. 

=.= =.= life is hard. Oh first world problems.

Oh camwhored instead. Sorry man ^^

We found our spot at the staircase. Halfway through posing, a random waiter came and asked if we wanted help. Lol. That was really random. I was worried he would.. run away with the camera. Pressure you know bringing something which isn't yours.

But he didn't.. lol. Thanked him before he left.

Pictures above totally irrelevant.

But. After that the girls went shopping. Deng. Came to earn money, but spent money instead. Me, I don't mind entertaining myself with the camera. 

I think I spend the least among the girls. Shopping-wise la. I save like a nun compared to them ^^ AHAHAHA

Because. If I come out without the means to spend, I don't look for things to buy. Though that is hard when you're in a freaking shopping mall. Umm. RM50 is enough for outings. RM30 for food. Because sushi is important.

Speaking of food. Time for dinner.

That's all, bye peepo! ^^v

Job-hunting

I've recovered from the stealing incident. Umm. 40%? ^^ Because I've got a Blackberry phone to use and my brother's camera for now- Sony Nex-3. It's in... pink. ?!?!

 Typical micro four thirds camera. 

Good quality, less bulky than DSLR but more exy than digi cam.

anddoyouknowhowfuckinghard itistolivewithout a camera

especiallysomeonewith a blog

Today was supposed to be job-hunting. 

No idea what we're doing. Just walked into whichever shop that looked interesting and enquire. I wished Li Chen was here because she has job experience and all.

"Are you hiring?" "Is there job vacancy?" blablbala the whole day.

Sometimes they don't put a sign that they're hiring, but they actually are. So you have to ask shamelessly. Xuan was the one who started asking first at Tommy Hilfigier. But- pay was only 5 bucks an hour.

... I was dreaming of 8 bucks per hour. 

But in reality, 6 bucks per hour is already not bad. 

Xuan's sis advised her to dress more toned-down. Dressing up makes people think you're high maintenance :/ First impression is hella important. 

Xuan found 5 shops. Lovely lace, Tommy, Warehouse... umm forgot the other two. I only found two- Uniqlo and Guess. Others say, "We're full" and "Not hiring". 

I want Uniqlo, MAN. 8 bucks and the staff looks friendly. 

But you know all of them are like, "we'll call you back". 

But I don't think they ever do. 

Which means I can't stop here. Have to try for more other days. AH. 

*left work experience and employer references blank*

"Oh. No work experience...?"

"Umm... No."

Peek at Blackberry, it says 23 Feb. 

*writes on applicant form 23 Feb*

"Oh actually... today is 22 Feb"

!@#$% DAMN BIMBO. damnyoublackberry

"How old are you this year?"

"I'm eighteen" :))

"When's your birthday?"

"... March"

What do they look for? How long you can work. If you have any experience. If you're old enough. If you look capable. And whatever they say- appearance matters.

I really want to work. I have the mood to do something productive now. 

I'm afraid if I stall, I'll stay lazy forever.

Please don't. I don't want to be useless.

I want to do a lot things. ACCOMPLISHMENTS.

I don't want to live a lazy but comfortable life.

I want to have a hectic and successful life.

Okayokay just in my youth. Until my forties.

And then I reap what I sow. Enjoy.

Okaokay until fifties if I have to work that long.

Money never seems enough. 

 

Look at this takoyaki I have here. It's a little over 5 bucks. RM5.30 to be precise. 

 I'd have to stand an hour and serve customers for it.

TO BUY THREE BROWN BALLS.

Worse, if you count the usb port and sd card reader I bought today. 

RM50- ten hours. 

 !!!!!?!! That thing doesn't even look like I need to work 10 hours for it!

Shiseido mask. RM145. 

30 hours- fuck my life.

That's the problem. :/ From birth until now, I only know how to spend money. 

Spend, know the price but never really know the value. 

Never earned a penny on my own. 

I can't earn like my dad, but I spend like I do. 

That's.. the problem.

...

WHAT TO DO NOW??? 

...Work like him too.

Outift for the day. What I remember...

Top from Guess, Bottom & Bag from Jaspal, Shoes from Charles & Keith, Watch & necklace charm from Juicy, Belt from dunnowhere, Headband worn as necklace from Deeper & Harder.

I love shoes from Charles & Keith. My feet likes it. Four and a half inch, was out for 5 hours but it didn't hurt that bad. Usually after 4 hours, I'd be dying to take off my heels. But sometimes. I like the pain. The way it stretches my feet and puts pressure on my soles.

...AHHHhhhHHH

From under the table. 

While eating at Sushi Zanmai. 

*crapservicegreatfood

I said to someone- I think for everyday I work, I'd spend half of my wage. 

Sushi, RM30 gone. Parking, petrol, toll- about RM15 gone.

I mean. What to do. Work in a mall. 

When I'm in a mall, all I think about is shopping.

Buying things.

But I want to be a salesperson for boutiques. I want to sell clothes.

 Do something with fashion. Learn how to run a store. 

FUN EHHHH. :3

 

Gwenllian is also very bad.

I said photoshoot to try out camera. She said her main thing was photoshoot, not jobhunting.

?!?!?!!!! NO WONDER SHE DRESSED LIDDAT..!

Okay I failed too. I will learn to dress more black and boring the next time. Practical. 

We wondered where to do photoshoot. Desa Park is good, but it was dark already. SO. LaSenza fitting room it was. ^^ Xuan wanted me to mute the camera but the shutter sound comes from the mechanism lol.

Their wallpaper after renovation- awesome.

I like taking photos with flash. Hair becomes shiny, makes your skintone even and fairer, lips more pouty. But this camera. Doesn't like to use flash. It refuses to use flash sometimes. Lanyeng.

HAHAH ^^

And then we head home.

Honestly, I always have trouble remembering where I park.

If you sit in my car, please do remember.

Most of my friends do la ^^

 

Tested camera on teh car.

 

Taken without flash, at night. 

(Y) ^^

 Rims rims rims.

Old photos from Aus found in bro's cam.

Belather.

iGood at taking candids. iGood.

 

Recap of emo picture.

I like looking at sea, at how the waves move.

And I realized... I'm sitting like my dad here...

AHAHA.

The grass in Australia. Cleaner weyh seriously. Maybe because it's not hot and humid all the time.

I dunno eh. Their grass is like... thicker and more rubbery.

Long sleeve from Taiwan, skirt from... Giza? Leggings, part of long johns dad forced to buy from Universal Travellers. Boots from Forever 21. And look at my fucking camera. Oh how I mourn for you at the edge of my gloved fingers. Gloves stolen from my belather. It has penguin on top. PENGUIN.

 

The sweet times I had looking at myself in your dual screen. How easy you made things to be.

Oh yeah. MV800.

This cam caught my eye. Dual LCD is totes essential for vainpots. But I'd get Pen MINI first. Hmm. Or only Pen. Tried it today while buying the sd card thingy. Yeh I still want it. Bro's cam is nice but I feel pressured bringing it. If I lost my own camera, I only have myself to be mad at. If I lost my bro's cam... sigh even if he doesn't scold me I'd feel bad. 

Like when I lost his handphone. Well it got stolen. But hey. He broke my Acer monitor before..!

My favourite background. Is brick-a-brick walls. Because they match my skintone and the things that I wear. Leopard print. Red clothes. Union jack. Whatever.

Bric a bric!

 

Slyvanian Families. 

My models. For making miniature clothes and photography. OH YEH. It's been a long time I've sewn clothes for them. I feel like it. But laptop hogging the space.. Okla move la move la.

Toys like that are fun to capture. Pretty in the first place.

And last but not least, DOG.

Lucian. Likes getting scratched.

Period.

Good dog greg.

HAHAHAH! True that. Dogs to that all the time.

...OR IS IT ONLY MY DOGS?!

lol :/

Heh, well that's all for today.

Bye...! :)

I need/want

I get over of things quick, but of course I need new things to move on to.

I lost two things, I need to replace them.

iPhone 4.

Old one that got stolen- iPhone 3Gs. 

Always having blackouts because I've dropped it a bajillion times.

 Good luck to whoever wants to use it.

Oh yeah. I'm back to my old number. Got back simcard.

The number I had since I was 10 years old.

Using Blackberry for now. It's so odd without touchscreen.

I want internet on my phone. 

No twitter. No instagram. Nothing to check on my phone.

!@#$%

Olympus Pen MINI.

I have no friggin' idea how to do a blog without pictures.

Do you know how hard and awkward it is without my routine.

Dress up, take pictures, filter, edit, post.

Now? Dress up... and then... ahem. Nothing.

Because I don't have a fucking camera.

Honestly, I'd rather he took my phone than my camera. 

Because the phone was nearing its expiry date while the camera could've last.

I mean I want Pen MINI but I'd also like the option of taking a big cam, or a small cam.

Now the only option is big cam.

But I don't even have the big cam, yet.

How to live without a cam? Wtfbbqq?

Sorry. Rantsandblabberments.

Which brings me to one conclusion- 

I need money.

I need job.

Robbery, left me broke. 

Go job-hunting at 1U. 

RM8 per hour? Sales? RM100 a day? Promoter?

Wants high pay but no experience?
Lol? ^^

Thieves

Today, my handbag got stolen.

Cut the story short, the staff found my handbag in the men's toilet.

I opened it...

Camera, handphone, money- gone.

Car keys, license, car license- there.

I was just glad to salvage what was left. Car keys was the most important one.

The staff was nice. They helped us with the CCTV and shit.

It's like Form 4 all over again, Form 1 all over again.

Well at least this time, it wasn't one of my friends who did it.

I hate having thieves among my friends, not being able to trust my friends
because there's always this asshole who tries to steal things

and looks at every personal belonging as an opportunity to steal.

If it's not yours, why do you think you have the right to own it?

Why do you try to make it yours by such underhanded ways?

I saw you on the TV screen, 

passing by and pretending to grab my bag like it was your fucking girlfriend's handbag.

I am angry... but I learnt my lesson.

Your things are your things, it's your responsibility to take care of them.

World's not perfect, people aren't perfect.

But... not to say that if rape happens,
you're gonna blame on the girl who got raped.

Blame on the rapist of course.

The girl was just unlucky enough to be the one.

Today I was unlucky enough to be the one.

Tomorrow I will learn to avoid being that one.

Camera, it's so hard for a haolian person to live without a camera.

Money, about 200 bucks gone I think. I didn't really count my money, but I refilled it today.

Lucky I used it on food, petrol and car lubricant.

Well. My handphone is going to stay the same. I mean the number.

Phone got stolen during Form 4 before. In class. 

Had that number since... 10 years old. When I first got my handphone.

When I was a kid, it was more of a handphone for my dad to call me, really.

Get new iPhone. I don't know how dad will react. Didn't tell him yet.

But I know that he doesn't like anything other than iPhones.

He use iPhone, whole family uses iPhone.

... Dad's logic.

But one I'll be eager to follow. :(

Camera? I wanted to keep the camera,
don't even know why that bastard took it.

??!?

I bought it for. RM899. How much can he sell it for anyway.

I can imagine him browsing through the pictures.

Didn't even manage to upload the latest of it.

Olympus PEN Mini, but that will have to wait.

Can't ask for so much.

I feel like a lot of shit has happened lately. 

Friend, blackout. Friend, lock up. 

Me, thief come.

But I was lucky to have friends helping me. 

Even the random dudes I've just known.

Sim Kuan was the most helpful one, like she lost her own handphone. Lol.

What else will be coming next. Car crash? Kidnap? Rape? 

?!!?!?

I won't go on saying this will be a bad year
because it's a bad year for Dogs blablbalbal.

Because. Well. We're growing up and it's a pruning process.

Sometimes we make trouble, sometimes trouble comes to us.

Living on the sidelines is pointless, dying on the field is meaningful.

That's all. The rest, I'll rant it somewhere else. :)

Okay. Take care of your stuff!

nevertrustanyone

V for...

 

Valentine's Day.

Everyone was busy celebrating with their loved ones. 

I was busy... doing advertisements for Sony VAIO.

 

Pink VAIO promotion:

??!?!? ^^

Lol just.. kidding.

Had dinner with the single ladies, single mingles. 

Xuan was the one who had the idea. 

And she said my blog not haolian enough. 

Now??? 

Enough???

Just went to have dinner at Rakuzen, DPC.

Wait!

One more shot!

Me, Sim Kuan and Xuan. 

So nice to have DSLR around.

Had to wait really long to get into Rakuzen. Because. 

Well, everyone's eating out to celebrate Valentine's. Had our dinner around 10. 

UNAGI, UNAGI!

Xuan was editing pictures on her laptop. The swimsuit ones.

She was scared of people behind staring.

I cockstared like dog to make sure no one did. ^^

We also saw Shu Yin and Kok Leong.

The lovebirds.

!@#$%

Went to King Jiat's house at DPC after that. The FIFA house. 

So sad. After he's gone to Taiwan, less gatherings at DPC. 

One of the four houses in DPC will always be open for gathering because of King Jiat. Hehe ^^

King Jiat is warm and friendly and tiny. 

Sometimes he is annoying- when he tries to slap people.

Other times, he slap his friend's bird bird. 

"Let me bob".

Jennie and Xuan having hard time uploading photos.

Xuan had 800+.

DSLR too chio, easy to take good pics.

CLICK CLICK CLICK.

Jennie everytime says,

"Come take peeee jiahhhh!"

Few hundred there too, her uploader kept having problems.

But in the end, finished uploading. 

Wore mascara but lashes dropped. !@#$%

Xuan taught, important part is curling your lashes. 

Makes your eyes bigger.

I'm desperate for that.

Small eyes asian.

But still pretty.

But... mascara's so tiring to remove.

#FirstWorldProblems.

?!?!? I very bored. Nothing to blog also blog.

Bear with me ^^v

I like using eye shadow the most.

Shimmer! Shimmer!

Boom, boom, 

Shake, Shake.

Brown eyeshadow from Majolica Majorca my fav..! <3

I used to try eyeliners.

But... hands too clumsy oh.

This is my blog layout now.

I type like this now.

^^

And I counted my previous blog post, about 3k words.

Wow. So hard-working and enthusiastic when writing about myself.

School essay? 1k also hard to reach. :/

With Daniel who hit his nose during diving. 

HAHAHAHAH

There was a sign which explicitly said, "No Diving".

"Now only you tell me"

Daniel said.

He tried to camwhore himself with my camera.

But he not shameless enough.

Kept laughing.

Me?

I don't laugh.

I smile for the camera.

Goodgirl...!

 

Random pic of Siet Yen sleeping. 

Awww <3

She had the best sleep during the trip.

When she cannot sleep, 

she can always go to ** *** 

^^

ME? Cannot sleep?

Others hope I cannot sleep.

To take care of the drunktards.

You know who you are.

!@#$%

Oh yeh. 

Went to Siet Yen's house yesterday night.

Watched horror movie with dog gang.

"Wrong Turn"

Three cannibals, eating everyone else who's normal.

Damn wai. Watched while eating pizza.

The blood looked like the tomato sauce.

Oh yeh.

Lemme intro to you my fav cartoons!

I stayed at home today. 

Jennie from the block came to drop by.

And I went out to buy food.

But other than that, totally lifeless.

Lifeless enough to watch cartoons. 

Tom & Jerry! 

If a classical song sounds familiar, prolly heard it from there.

1. Powerpuff Girls

2.Totally Spies

3.Foster's Imaginary Friends

4. Family Guy

5. My Little Pony

?!?! I dunno why I like them. All damn sohai.

And I always liked the redheads the most. Blossom and Sam. 

Everyone loved Bubbles. She was cute, but I thought she too much of a pussy.

And I tell you I very sad my Astro subscription doesn't include cartoon channels.

Want to watch sohai cartoons also cannot machaochao.

Family guy was because of Xuan. She liked to mimic Stewie. #yehdiu.

My little pony was... 9Gag. Rainbows, I like rainbows eh.

Dunno what else to write.

I'll find something else to entertain myself. 

:)