Tuesday, 31 July 2012


Hello hello!

Got back from Malacca last Sunday night, went with the great peepo above ^^
left to right: CC's MUM, CC's Aunt, Siet Yen, Chi Cheng, Yours truly, Xuan, My mama, Aunt's friend and Chi Lam :D

As you know, the camp is. Err. Hard to summarize.
Some psychological understanding camp.
Mental rehab? Boot camp???


Motivation camp!?

Oh wait checked the website.
Psychological workshop.

Had to arrive at Chi Cheng's house six o croc in da morning.
I had few hours of sleep. Chi Cheng and Xuan?
Lmao, both of them soham- skyped till no sleep!

Chi Cheng's mama drove us all da way to Malacca, superwoman ^^
Also found out where Chi Cheng got her braking skills from.
Alphard huge car, we filled it up.

Ended up on the car "floor" because
I wanted to lay horizontal.

I like laying down. I don't like sitting.
Unless there's something for me to do on the table. ^^

After like. Two hours? I don't know, slept all the way.
Good thing Malacca's not that far.

Stylized photo of the place we lodged in, basic of the basic punya accomodation.
HAHAHHA. But lucky the rooms have air condition. 

The thing I didn't like, can't check in until at night.
I slept from seven pm until next day noon that night ^^

Okay, seminar started the minute we arrived.
Took our name tags, potty break, then into the hall we go.
Around 650 people in one "ballroom".
A lot of middle-aged aunties, kids, some uncles.
Can see iz a family thang.

 Ya know.

It was really interesting seeing people's problems.
Can learn a lot of things.

You might also realize
compare to what others are facing
your problems are minor ones.

First thing they told us about was family roles
of when you were a kid.

There are five:
  1. Hero
  2. Martyr
  3. Scapegoat
  4. Charmer
  5. Lost Child
At first I wasn't sure which role I was
because it's really confusing and
you might play different roles 
during different stages of your life.
Knowing which one you are 
plays a big role in solving 
any sort of burden you're facing.

Because in life, shit happens.
All of those shit accumulate over the years.
Do you realize we smile less, become more cynical
as we grow older?

They said when we see a baby, we can't help but smile and feel protective over them.
It's because they're so pure and full of love- trusting.
Untainted by the horrors of the other side of humanity.

As more shit happens, it covers the light shining from our hearts.
LOL, or so they say ^^ so. you have to take out the broom
and sweep away those shit.
Because consciously we may be saying, "I've gotten over it"
but subconsciously, it's there. It affects the way you think.
And you're trapped in repeating the same miserable pattern.
So people there are mostly just trying to get out of that.
It's mostly problems from their parents
and then when they marry
those problems that gave them burden
burden their marriage and tears the family apart.
Ya know, like how Adam and Eve and the sin and curse gets carried on.
See this baby.

My favourite eh. I love her smile :)))
Ern Ling? Fuck, I dunno how to spell her name. HAHHA
My mama's brother's baby! Two years old.

She reminds me a little, of my younger self.
I like how trusting she is. And. She never lost her temper with me before.
I can't stand bratty kids. Feel like... slappingthem.
But this little baby... I will slap whoever lays a hand on her. HEHEHE

She so cute eh.

Oh yeah back to that. 

First day was kinda hard.
Long hours listening and listening.
Watching people cry and then crying yourself.

Second day, skipped with mama.
She bad influence eh. LOL.
The trip was like partly to spend time with her
and listen to the workshop. Don't mind la, go with friends :3

Went swimming. The pool quite dirty. But wtf. Good enough.
I mean got algae growing. But as long as no random fish or frogs.

At night, there's this uncle we call him 抱抱叔叔。
Hug hug uncle. HAHA! 

The legend holds it that
if you hug him he can feel your problems.

I think maybe a little la.
But more was when he asks you to draw the cards
and the way he looks into your eyes is like...
all your secrets are transparent to him.

Feel so naked and raw.

I cried eh ma de. 

Six of us, went to do the card thing.
Pair by pair.

But ya know. Funny thing they say.
Crying is a part of our mind's way to heal.
So when people cry during the workshop, let them.
They're actually getting their money's worth.
lol ^^

I don't like it when I'm upset and people look at it like it's nothing.
I mean you can leave me alone for me to sulk and cool down
but not come and tell me 
"eh no need sad lah little thing only"

I will internally do *fliptable,jpg!
Because, you don't know the pain I'm feeling. :3

The auntie was also very nice, the one who brought us to this camp.
A lot of peepo with the eagerness to help people.
It's not willingness anymore. It's eagerness.

But I don't like the main lecturer honestly :/
too much of sexual innuendos and he has fish lips 
that makes him seem greedy like our JG.

People repeatedly come back to this camp.
Because of various reasons.
You can open up your problems to strangers.
You are urged by people who want to help to solve your problems.
You can understand why people do this, why people do that

A lot of misunderstanding can be avoided
if we learn to look at things from other people's point of view
and listen before pointing our fingers.

At night, went to Jonker Walk.
The dogs came! Surprise visit.
Mah de, all their boyfriends came.
I was thinking if Sim Kuan was here
sure she would be patting my shoulders and saying
"we're the last ones standing".

But. whatever should come will come.
whatever should not come should die far far. :3

The dudes who came- three cars.
Qi Yao, Rysher, Daniel, King Jiat, Han Yuan, Theng Loo, Weng Hock.

Theng Loo got cheated. When he got on the car, 
the guys initially planned to have supper at Kuala Selangor.
Then... changed plans. To MALACCA!

They stayed until 4 in the morning, Qi Yao and Weng Hock stayed over.

Jonker Walk not bad, got feel. HAHHA.
Glad I brought enough money for some night market shopping.
Everything... cheap to the max.

Three earings for RM5. Those drop earrings, chandelier earrings.
Malaysia is like 3 for RM10.

iPhone cases also, half the price ! WALAO. 
Kinda regret didn't grab more. Should get one-year supply.
AHAHHA jk bro

The entrance, some huge dragon lantern crowding the top 
and a fountain in the middle. A lotta food as well.
Even sushi. Bubble tea, mochi, caramelized strawberry. HEHE.
Damn happy eh walk a little buy food, walk a little more

But, Penang food still the most ichibeng! :D

The next day, skipped with Mama also =.=
Went to Renaissance Hotel to buy handbag for her sister.

And then Malacca Mall. Dataran Merdeka.


Ever since getting car, ever since college.
Arms got kinda tanned :x
Must protect! No freckles pls!

Overall I think the trip was worth it
but I don't think I'll be going the workshop again?
VERY TIRING EH. HAHHAA! But it was nice because I went with friends
and mami skipped some with me lol =.=

Right timing to la, there was a lot on my mind recently.
WAS. All those shit getting clogged up.
The most important thing is to learn to let go.
Have understanding and forgiveness.
The most tiring thing you can do to yourself
is bearing a grudge. Or, constantly pressuring yourself 
to live up to someone's standards.

Know who's worth keeping in your life
and grab hold of them tightly
let go of the ones who aren't worth it.

College ah! 
Siet Yen's first week joining our college.
Good timing, on Monday my car got sent for repair.

My car came back from the workshop
a much better car. 

Just like I should come back from the workshop
a much better person. HAHAHAH

Basically, the steering lubricant kept leaking 
that's why it was so stiff. NO WONDER =.=
Sport steering where got so kao!!

So have to send it to repair next week as well
dad thought I was rushing to use the car so 
he thought of waiting for holiday. NO NEED LA.

They also fixed the brake, gears also change smoother. 
AHH. Love my car now. Mah de, last time so easy to kiss.

Alignment also fixed. They said they hook it up to the computer
and tuned everything. HEHE ^^

The red is sex, I fantasize about my car.
Car molester. HAHA ^^

Kept shouting at Siet Yen because she had the habit of 
pushing the glass windows to close the door.
Because normal cars have the sides at the windows.


Not bad to have Siet Yen in my course
someone who already gets my way of speaking.
HEHE. Like how Scott has Esther noh ;33

Also have a niggling urge to get a dog.
A brown toy poodle, to be specific.

Dunno eh. When I buy something more than 1k,
it's mostly because I've been drooling bout it 
for weeks.

I have been dreaming of hugging a puppy 
like how Chuckie was always there :'(

But. But. Having a doggie is a huge commitment.
Maybe wait a while more for myself to settle down? ://
HMM. Tahan a while more noh.

My favourite breeds used to be Pomeranian and Yorkshire Terrier.
But both of them look like... noisy and not used to being cuddled.
Poodles are also very smart :3

I like shih-tzu,
but it reminds me of Chuckie too much.
So no la ^^ Chuckie still my number one eh,
so many unforgettable memories.


Which reminds me. 
I am desperate to get my camera back alive again
Don't know if it will survive =.=

didn't make the cup to be safely portable! =.=
It spilled all over my handphone, camera. Those shit.
iPhone is good against water i think. OR am I just lucky.
Got my iPhone wet a lot of times before, the 3Gs.
Mister 4S was first time. My earpiece was a bit muffy but
I think it cleared after the water dried.

The effing 1k camera doesn't want to turn on eh.

Karen Tan is a careless shit :(


Espo when I'm tired or busily excited. 
I don't wanna give a flying fuck about my belongings.
:( In the Malacca ribena case it was tiredness.
Chi Cheng so excited,
"bring camera bring camera!"
mah de, dead camera- no use! :(

Chi Cheng got accident because of Ribena before.
Ya know. The Ribena spilled, she bent down to clean it.
LOLOLOL. Okok, hers more serious.


The sun may set today but it will always rise tomorrow.

College madness, havda wake up early. 
Remind myself everyday to sleep early.
IN D END? Still slept at two ytd, woke up almost seven =.=!

OKAY. But did a lot today. 1U Sushi Zanmai with
Siet Yen Qi Yao Xuan Chi Cheng Sher KJ Sim Kuan.


iPhone pic of my outfit today, LOL.
iPhone pic quality is poor, but fun to edit the crap out of it ^^
blue hair out of nowhere as well xD

After that went to Menjalara visit my favourite baby coussie ^^
and bid adieus to mama heading for UK.
I wanna go Europe. Trip trip! Save money!

Also work during holidays, hopefully.
It's bearable when you have friends.
And when you think about the cha-ching cha-ching!
It's a beautiful thing, receiving the money weeks later.
You forgot you worked your ass off, like a present from God.
Money from da sky! HAHHA TOWK KOWK!

And then after that went to gym with Mei Yen and Li Chen,
keep fit keep fit.

Once I get started, half the shit is done.
I always finish the crap out of whatever I've started.
I HAVE started. If it's something other people want me to start then maybe err...
not that diligent. LOLOL.

So. Knowing that the problem for me is starting.
I have to kickstart myself now and then.
Kick my mind to start!

And then bath, dinner at home. 
And then blog.


College college wake up early buay buay! 

每天快乐noh! :***

^^^^^^ thanks for reading peepo trolololo!

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